Translation from Soompi:
“To my beloved Jonghyun hyung,
“Hyung. It’s Ki Bum~ I sent you off today and even saw your face yesterday, but I still can’t believe it. I’m sorry I went to you so late because of work, and I’m sorry for not being a source of strength to you when you were lonely.
“You and I were the two most stubborn members in our group, so we had to do everything we wanted to do. But you did everything you wanted and in the end, you made the decision and you left first…it was really hard at first, but after spending time with only you for the past three days, I think I might understand how you felt.
“Don’t be too worried that you left before us. I will respect and look after your mom and sister like my own family.
“I’ll miss you for a really long time. I’m worried because the person who always took my side at meetings is now gone. You and I talked the most during meetings…but now I’ll have to get used to not having you here.
“I’m going to try living a better life, too. When I get older and we meet again, tell me I did well! Jonghyun hyung, you were the best artist, friend, hyung, and colleague to me.
“You did well, and I love you so much!”
I've seen this list floating around in various places so I'm going to link it here in a cut. If you need someone to talk to, please reach out to someone.
- Depression Hotline:1-630-482-9696
- Suicide Hotline:1-800-784-8433
- LifeLine:1-800-273-8255
- Trevor Project:1-866-488-7386
- Sexuality Support:1-800-246-7743
- Eating Disorders Hotline:1-847-831-3438
- Rape and Sexual Assault:1-800-656-4673
- Grief Support:1-650-321-5272
- Runaway:1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
- Exhale:After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253
- Child Abuse:1-800-422-4453
- UK Helplines:
- Samaritans (for any problem):08457909090 e-mail jo@samaritans.org
- Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem):08001111
- Mind infoline (mental health information):0300 123 3393 e-mail: info@mind.org.uk
- Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice):0300 466 6463 legal@mind.org.uk
- b-eat eating disorder support:0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: help@b-eat.co.uk
- b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders):08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)
- Cruse Bereavement Care:08444779400 e-mail: helpline@cruse.org.uk
- Frank (information and advice on drugs):0800776600
- Drinkline:0800 9178282
- Rape Crisis England & Wales:0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail info@rapecrisis.org.uk
- Rape Crisis Scotland:08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight
- India Self Harm Hotline:00 08001006614
- India Suicide Helpline:022-27546669
- Kids Help Phone (Canada):1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7
- suicide hotlines;
- Argentina:54-0223-493-0430
- Australia:13-11-14
- Austria:01-713-3374
- Barbados:429-9999
- Belgium:106
- Botswana:391-1270
- Brazil:21-233-9191
- China:852-2382-0000
- (Hong Kong:2389-2222)
- Costa Rica:606-253-5439
- Croatia:01-4833-888
- Cyprus:357-77-77-72-67
- Czech Republic:222-580-697, 476-701-908
- Denmark:70-201-201
- Egypt:762-1602
- Estonia:6-558-088
- Finland:040-5032199
- France:01-45-39-4000
- Germany:0800-181-0721
- Greece:1018
- Guatemala:502-234-1239
- Holland:0900-0767
- Honduras:504-237-3623
- Hungary:06-80-820-111
- Iceland:44-0-8457-90-90-90
- India:022 2754 6669
- Israel:09-8892333
- Italy:06-705-4444
- Japan:3-5286-9090
- Latvia:6722-2922, 2772-2292
- Malaysia:03-756-8144
- (Singapore:1-800-221-4444)
- Mexico:525-510-2550
- Netherlands:0900-0767
- New Zealand:4-473-9739
- New Guinea:675-326-0011
- Nicaragua:505-268-6171
- Norway:47-815-33-300
- Philippines:02-896-9191
- Poland:52-70-000
- Portugal:239-72-10-10
- Russia:8-20-222-82-10
- Spain:91-459-00-50
- South Africa:0861-322-322
- South Korea:2-715-8600
- Sweden:031-711-2400
- Switzerland:143
- Taiwan:0800-788-995
- Thailand:02-249-9977
- Trinidad and Tobago:868-645-2800
- Ukraine:0487-327715
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